i finally believe in God again.
thought i'd tell all you people who read this
which is a total of 1
((teresa))









"i can't imagine all the people that you know
and the places that you go
when the lights are turned down low

and i don't understand all the things you've seen
but i'm slipping in between
you and your big dreams.."

Current Mood: happy

an update
on life.




school is out.
i am happy because it's out.
i'm pretty much positive i want to be a columnist when i grow up.
or do something in life that has to do with writing.
i like it.
and i'm good at it according to my PLAN test results i got back in the mail a few days ago.


i'm getting my lisence tomorrow.
i'm pumped.









i want to hang out more with other people.

Current Mood: thirsty

yay

i only have school til noon
and no practice
yay


i have 5 C's, and A....and a B
i'm so proud of myself

thursday all the sophmores are going to ICC til 1..



someone friggin make plans with me or something this weekend
cause i'm gonna be bored times 409748734987983758975947689768954759

Current Mood: calm

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i love rice cakes
they're the best thing ever
just thought i'd add that.


so, life as it is right now


i've been worried lately about a lot of things. this is the time of year that i never do anything in class and i slack off on all my work. i never do any of it and i end up barely passing the semester. i hate physical science with a passion. the teacher went psyco on all of us after spring break. then she decided to keep seperating me from my best friend and it pissed us off. i want to quit science.


i feel so pressure for the future too. i went to career crusing and looked up colleges and what not. i've always wanted to go to ICC my first to years but i never knew where i wanted to go after that. 
well, i've been thinking a lot about Eureka. then i learned it was a private christan school. and me being agnostic wouldn't help. so i've been thinking about my religious belief a lot more lately. i mean, i COULD lie about it....but in time something would slip and i'd end up screwing myself over probably. and i know i have a lot of time to think about college, but teachers around me make it think i'm going off tomorrow. <B>and i know i'm not</B>. it just sucks. i don't like being pressured. i don't like change. but i still love rice cakes.


softball is getting crazier as the days go by. our varsity just won against illini bluffs, and they're not an easy school to win against. but i'm so glad we're only A. our jv had a winning record, but we got our asses kicked by farmington and illini bluffs....and our coach was really pissed off about it. it made me feel like crap until i went up to bat and hit the only double of the game for our team. yayzilla.


saturday i get to baby sit the cutest little kids ever. sunday i get to see distribuia with teresa, tony, maybe krissi and eric. it's gonna be awkward because i'm the only single one there....but i'm taking a stuffed animal. lmfao, pathetic i know but i just don't like being alone anymore. it sucks. i want a boyfriend.

Current Mood: calm

well, i finally got a new live journal
because i hated my old one
really bad
because i had it since middle school
and i wrote a lot of thigns i regret in it
sooo...

i'm starting a new one.




sooo
life.


well,  i'm listening to flyleaf right now. i love them. so i thought has got to be my favorite song by them. or cassie. i'm not sure, but whatever.  i need to go to study for american history, but oh well.


softball is going well, 
our jv i think is 4-1
yay!
i got moved up in our batting order to the 5th batter
it made me smile
only up one, but still
me gusta.


spring break was pretty good for the most part. we got out on friday and i did nothing. then saturday i somehow woke up at like 8 in the morning, so i played FFXII til noon without anyone or anything bothering me. then on that sunday i went to scott's house with teresa and tony. chris was there. so was this guy named frank. we were there for about 5 hours. then teresa and tony got back together before the movies. then tony, teresa, and i went to the movies and met up with krissi, fishel, and john. they're the coolest morton people. <B>ever</B>. buttt, we went and saw blades of glory. it was a good movie.


"get out of my face!"
"I'LL GET IN YOUR FACE!!!"

lmfao

but then we went to taco bell, and took myspace pics ;-)
well, everyone except for teresa and tony
because they were dry humping eachother
haha jk
but
you get the picture


then all the morton people left. so it was me, my best friend, and her boyfriend. tony has blackgirl lips. end of story.


ummm
then when teresa & i were on the way back to her house
my mom and i once again, got in a fight over the phone
and i got grounded
for what was supposed to be for the rest of spring break
but i got out of it
the usual
because my dad is awesome


sooo monday-friday i decided to not have a life
and play FFXII for 4 of those days
and friday i played guitar hero
thennn

saturday
i
saw
my 
chuck
friend
againnn
cause i <3 her
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buttt, at her party
was the  first time i played ddr infront of people
besides teresa 
oh and kelsey
but yea, i guess you could say i'm shy?
or maybe i didn't want to make an ass of myself on purpose?
idk.
but fishel played ddr with me
and i beat him
=D
even though i suck
but it's all good.

before that john and i played guitar hero together 
and we played jordan on hard and expert :-p
it was lots of fun
that kid is hilarious


buttttt
the big news of that party
was my chuck friend and i
<font size=10> FINALLY GOT MARRIED</font>
and our honey moon is gonna be <B>a sap</B>
go us!



i think i bored you long enough.
if anyone does read this.
i don't think anyone will
but that's okay.

Current Mood: okay